Thursday, May 3, 2012

Survivor Synthesis: Drug Dealing

Six-Word-Slant



140-Character-Claim
  • Those who dare to paricipate in the act of drug dealig risk their life, family, and reputation all because it is advertized as "easy money." (140 characters)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Theme Word 2012

My focus for 2012 is that I will be a much nicer person. I tend to have a bad attitude toward most of my family so I want to be nicer in 2012, which means less fights and arguments.

If there were less fights and arguments then I would be much happier more often. I would also feel better about myself. I would feel proud and accomplished instead of having a feeling of anger for no reason through out the day. There would be less fights wit the person I care most about, my boyfriend. This would mean I would not get mad over the little things that bugs me about him, at least I do not think so.

Also people would gave the same attitude they get from me, which is a much nicer one since I would not be little miss bad attitude all the time. this would also mean way less fighting going on. but most importantly, I would be a much happier person, leaving out all the people who I normally fight and argue with. it does not matter if people are around for me to have a bad attitude wit or not for some reason I am  still in a bad mood. it is not good to be like this all the time, that is why I have made the dission to be nicer to people.

Another reason I am choosing to be nicer to people in 2012 is becouse I do not want to look back years down the road and regret being so mean and having a bad attitude toward all my family. I do not know why I am the way I am toward them, I guess my family just annoys me a lot. I have realized me being so mean could really change my life in a way I do not want my life to be changed. For instance, my family might disown me, it has happened to my cousin and I do not want it to happen to me. This is also another reason why I should be nicer I do not want to experience and go through what my cousin has been forced to go through. I know it sounds strange but I am truely learning from my cousins mistakes.

I do not want to loose my boyfriend, who I love very much just because I had a bad attitude and made him believe he was unwanted. To me loosing him is not worth the bad attitude. I wonder many times where I would be with out him, what kind of person I would be and, what kind of trouble I would get myself in to if he was not there to in a way control me. It is not the kind of controling that is normally in bad realationships its more of a disapline controling and I really do thank him. I would be much more crual and have a worst attitude if he was not there to put his foot down. I do not want to loose some that great in my life.

I am setting out to accomplish my goal of being a much nicer person. I know it this whole post sounds really wierd but its really not. Most people my age have issues wit there attitudes, I do not know what it is about the teen years, but we develope the worse know it all, can not be told anything attitude. For me I am just growing out of the attitude and growing up.